Well this past week I have worked 6 out of the 7 days and 5 of those shifts were 8 hour shifts. So I have been pretty much been spending my day at the nursing home. Work has been alright. I really can't complain. Let's see I also read a book the other day. It was called The Christmas Hope and it was really good. I always forget how much I like to read until I start reading a book. Let's see...me letters for South Africa have been sent out and most people know about my trip now. I have been talking about the trip so much! I am very excited for the preparation that will be taking place in the next 5 months or so. But even more than that I am SUPER excited for May to get here.
Well it looks like Christmas has rolled around again and for some reason I have been sick of listening to all the music. I am not normally like that. I love Christmas! But anyways...I am going to do all I can to get in the spirit of Christmas because the big day is quickly approaching.
Another thing I have been doing is listening to The Ramp's CD: Beautiful. It has been my jam! I feel like I have listened to it a 100 times but I love it! <3
Something that has really been bugging me is how paranoid I am at times. Right now I feel like I have been talked about behind my back from some people who are supposed to be close to me( if you are reading this, don't worry i don't mean you). There is a situation in my life that I am trying to figure out right now. I have this friend who really needs a friend right now but everyone has a problem with it because he is a boy and I already have a boyfriend. I am handling the situation the best I know how but apparently I suck at it. Another thing I have been paranoid about it is how Joe and I have been towards each other lately. I'm starting to think something is wrong. (Ugh why am I pouring my heart on here?? idk i just need to talk about it) I feel like we're growing apart. He keeps telling me that it's just because we have different things going on and we just keep missing each other. I'm telling you it has really taken a toll on my mind and emotions lately. Alright well I am done bearing my soul. Thanks for reading! ( If you made it this far)
Lindsey Rae
P.S. Just another elephant picture to brighten the mood a little.
I'm the same way. i think i listened to it way too much when we were at school and now i'm sick of it.
ReplyDeletecall me anytime if you wanna vent or just talk stuff out. i'm here for ya babe.
sounds like you're having a hard time. we love you! and you know the digits if you need.
ReplyDeletespeaking of elephants...A new movie is coming out called "water for elephants. And it features (i think) reese witherspoon and rob pattson. It should be really good :)